Posted by Anonymous on 2015/03/02 under Uncategorized I cry silently. I don’t breathe loudly or scream. My shoulders shake as my head hangs low with my hair masking the tears. I’ve grown up cry alone and silently. I despise crying in front of others, I feel exposed and weak. Yet, I want them to know but I don’t. Strange, huh? I want people to notice, I want them to hold me and I can let go. I wish to finally break these damn walls and express them. Express the anger, guilty and grief. To finally scream, cry and let it all go. But I can’t. My mind won’t let me even if my emotions beg for it. Crying makes me feel weak, I feel stripped of my protective armor and left naked with all the ugly truth. And if I let go I can never regain that wall back. I dream of being strong both mentally and physically, but will I ever be? Will I rid myself of these walls? Will the bottle overflow? Can I let it all go? I don’t know only time will tell.